It sounds like you have fallen into the marketing trap of falling in love with a product and are now compromising your defined goals. Unless your needs have changed, walk away from the product and find something that does fit the plan. In an automobile analogy, you need a large rugged bus to carry 50 people across a desert but someone showed you a rally car and you think you can drive a couple people at a time and make more trips. It's not going to work! But the system you need! If that doesn't make financial sense, rent one!